Yes, I believe that the load is a little too heavy to carry right now. Our trip to NYC was long overdue. Stress at work, and a waining love for the Christmas decor at CdlV could have carried the luggage onto the plane. The floors here are littered with totes of Christmas goodies, art and accessories that need to be put away for next Christmas, and the art and accessories that need to be put out for this spring. There are narrow pathways with which you can navigate to the next room of clutter and Christmas debris, and I'm finding it a little more comforting here at my computer, in my cluttered office, than downstairs toting those bins to the garage by myself ... (see picture above!)
It serves this wonder: do I do too much? Is my ambition crippling my motivation?